Nearly 30, i thought i have figured it out. In contrast, i have never felt so lost before. This year i found the weakest yet resilient of myself. Let’s say i am very proud of myself at this state. i feel grateful for bittersweet memories, happy, sad, hysterical, over proud moment, and all.
Figuring out everything all at once is ones exhausting job. Despite horrible and stressing experience i had in the past, cannot compare with confusions i have right now. Time is ticking like a bomb, parents are getting older, I AM getting older and having nowhere to go. I AM LOST
