This year i must accept that my inner circle is getting smaller and smaller. To be precise, one by one has moved forward to brighter future and i could not be happier for them.
But ..unfortunately i will not be the person who stand by their side to celebrate the trophy .
Because i am merely imperfect human with toxic traits. It won’t be fair to suddenly become evil around them who had been nice and gone down through the dark times.
This year i must accept that the only dream that keeps me going never be real. It hurts so much deep inside to reminded by reality that humans can make plan, but only God who decides. Demo, daijoubu desu. I have God and all family members by my side who love me unconditionally.
I am forever thankful